well here we are again early in the a.m. & this little blog is being written ..
so obviously i cant sleep & it's been tht way since i got out of the hospital , long story :-x
omg it's so hard to knock a bad ass habit but imean when your life's on the line im sure you should sail thru it . righttt ???
in my case , not so easy .. the last time i remember taking all of my meds for at least 1month straight i was probly like 13 or 14 . ALL BADDDDD !
you might ask yourself " why the hell dnt this bitch take her meds knwing damn well she NEED tht shit " ?
:your answer -THEY TASTE HORIBBLE (lame excuse , sure you righttt) lol
but then again you dnt have to do it so ...
NOW back to why i started writting this blog in the first place ,
last month i went to my doctor's appt. just like i do every 4weeks
& my doctor told me tht icould have a heart attack soon if idnt take my medication .
did i care ? hell mutha fucken yes i did ! tht's my life right there & MY LIFE is the shit ! something tht i just love too much , minus the medication taking
these last few weeks i've been in-n-out of the hospital & it's been so effin gay dude .
idnt knw if you wnna call this whole situation a " reality check " or whtever , but im glad to admitt tht im taking my meds again -dnt knock tho
it's hard but hey iknw i can do it & im GOING to do it .
mannnn ! now i want a cheeseburger & a strawberry milkshake from in-n-out :'(
& to tht isay ... late night road trippppppp !!! anyone want something ???????
until next time
peace out (:
