sooo , i've always told myself tht i would NEVER write a blog about a guy,
especially one guy specificly ..
well , i guess i can make an exception ? ;)
obviously this person has some kind of meaning to me & tht can be because of anything, who really knws why ?
i've known him for about 4yrs now & it's weird because when i first met him i would've never thought i'd end up having feelings for him in the long run ..
it wasn't until maybe the 2nd year of being friends with him is when i actually kinda started 'paying attention' to him lol
i mean i've always adored his personality & wht not, but tht time around i guess he just grew on me
which i didnt mind btw (:
so anyway , this lucky dude tht i'm writing about is somebody i dnt want to lose at all because i feel tht if we were to part ways i wouldn't be able to live with the fact tht he's no longer there ..
& i would like to think he feels the same in my case
sometimes i honestly can't stand him & sometimes, i just want him =/
kinda bluntly just put out there right ?! oy vey lol
& if he just so happens to read this, i hope he appreciate's it cause like i said in the begining i would NEVER do this for anybody !
Meaning- your pretty special in my awesome life & i really do Love You a lot, i mean tht !
but i also dislike you so dnt get too overwhelmed with excitement lol , kidding
& knwing you, this is just going to blow your fat head up even more. smh
ily foo ;)
& a little word of advice: dnt settle for tht broad -_-
you deserve better.
until next time ..
p.s. opinionative minds- ido wht i want =p , thanks
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