10.05.2009

one step at a time ...

well , by my title your probly thinking a billion things .. & you can keep guessing cause im not going to specify wht it means (:

so the other day was probly the start of a lot of
happiness ;D
it was something tht i wasnt expecting to happen any time soon which made it an even better surprise
but enough about tht .. dnt wnna get TOO into detail >:p


im such a procrastinater tht it's not even amusing . at all
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there's sooooo many things tht i need to do & im just not tending to them , ifeel like a lazy ass . smh
but this week , im determined to at least knock 3things off my to do list
ihope i dnt forget tho . lol

OMG ! my 20th birthday is in 1month & 1week !
i cant believe im about to be done with my teen years ... bout time
i've been anticipating this birthday because now i can finally move out & be on my own , imean i dnt mind my mom wanting to take care of me & all but she needs to learn how to let her kids grow up & be independent (something she has a VERY HARD TIME doing) iLOVE my mommy tho & if she wants to spoil me for the rest of my life , more power to her . lol


now yesterday i had quite a few aim conversations right
at least 4 of the guys tht i was talking to asked me
" how's your love life " ?
& im thinking ;oh geez lol
each of those guys got the same exact answer ..
  -my LiFE is my love life , im only loving myself right now (:
reason being .. tht's just how it is . & i like it tht way , for now lol
i really do LOVE my life & everyone in it , close or not
i have enough love to go around the planet twice times !


p.s. like i said from the start- it's only a matter of time .. was i right ?? we will see ! ahah
ily tho ! ;-*



until next time
peace out (: