it's 6:38 a.m. & im wide awake with too much on my mind
this has probly been the most surprising week i've had all year
-good & bad
it started off with the cheesiest smiles & sadly ended with the worst possible downfall
had me crying for 3days straight
i never experienced anything tht i couldnt deal with, until now
it's making me feel like the bad guy but then again tht's my only option
i guess you could say my sad over took my happy
& honestly it's true
all i can do now is keep my head up & do as i do best ;Be ME
" & if you fall stand tall & come back for more .. "
as of now i ask myself, will i ever be sincerely happy ?
seems like lately i've been hiding behind a smile in replace of a frown
am i depressed ? highly doubt it .. depression doesnt set well with me
wht the hell is going on ?!
hopefully soon my happiness finds it's way ...
until next time -
